i feel like blogging again. today was pretty boring. after the GP paper, everyone either went home or had other commitments. only gabrielee, yuen chi and i stayed around in school.
did nothing much anyway. we played basketball, ran 2.4 and chilled at the canteen.

i got home and slept for about 3 hours before watching the movie.
but i feel like going to bed now. maybe not to sleep. but i have this strong urge to lie on the bed and do nothing, not sleep, not read, just stoning. some might say this is one of the syndromes of lovesickness. but heck, i'm not even in love!
i dont feel like doing anything. though my eyelids are getting heavier, i know i wont be able to fall asleep!
it's such a confusing feeling! it's so intriguing yet irritating.

i've just contracted the holiday-study-dilemma-syndrome. and something else!

i watched night at the museum 2 with my family today! just got home not long ago from the night movie.
the movie is sooo funny! i like the miniature cowboys and roman warriors.

anyway, the holidays are here! we had GP paper today and i think i screwed up! but who cares. it's the holidays already.
and holidays mean......... STUDY. fuck lah.

confusion, anger, listlessness, pleasure, hatred, ecstasy, restlessness, dejection, bliss, infatuation, euphoria etc etc.

econs paper is over! not that it ever made me work, but still, it'sone paper down! and IT'S ONE DAY NEARER TO THE HOLIDAYS!
nothing much in the holidays to look forward to anyway. it's for studying ok. STUDYING!

but i'm looking forward to the first week of holidays. hmm, actually i'm looking forward to tomorrow! no plans yet, but playing by ear is always fun!

and then on saturday, bbq at joshua long's place. gonna be fun! but let's hope we all behave ourselves. afterall, i'm a good innocent boy and i don't want trouble around me!
but joshua's nipples are still gonna be mutilated! whooooyeah!

blah blah. OCIP is coming. hope it'll be fun. but that's beside the point right. our main objective is to do CIP at the orphanages!

laughter is an essence which cannot be prohibited. i get very furious when someone tries to stop laughter. i really hate it when you laugh in a class and your teacher glares at you to make you stop. laughter is appreciation. as long as you do not laugh loudly, there is no reason for a teacher to ask you to stop laughing.
that's why when that happens to me, i will continue laughing in the teacher's face.
why does the teacher stop laughter even if the laughter doesnt generate noise? maybe it's because the teacher has no life and is jealous that other people are enjoying themselves. they want to spread their gloom to everyone.
but i'm not affected! wheeeeeee!


girls are really complicated people.
i respect the female gender as a whole. i get guilty for ogling, hold doors for girls, do not discuss boob sizes of girls often, etc. but still, they are complicated.
i dont know what to expect from a girl and what they expect from me. i don't know what signs girls display when they are in love and when they think it's just a fling. i can't differentiate a girl's good intentions from sexual attraction.

no wonder they say women are from venus and men are from mars. but that's damn good you know. cos that means no humans on Earth! the animals, plants and the environment can enjoy peace! whooo!

saturdays and sundays are the days i retreat from the world and become a hermit. it's like after an entire 5-day week of hectic lifestyle, i chill for two days.
a typical saturday would start in the afternoon. i go out and have lunch alone and go to the library to read storybooks alone. like an introvert or autistic kid! i dont usually sms anyone during this period.
then some saturday nights, i will go jogging and working out alone. then stroll the neighbourhood, basking in the starlight/moonlight/street lamp lights. i think i would've seemed like a pervert everytime i loiter the streets alone at night.


if i were a powerful man, i'll be adolf hitler. however, in the jews place will be people who abuse animals/infringe animal rights.
i'll put them in concentration camps and squeeze their nipples till they are raw.

you know, scientists use chimps to test cigarettes. i say, leave your cancer sticks to your own specie. they force chimps to smoke cigarettes by attaching funnels to their noses and mouths.

i'm gonna catch these scientists stick funnels to their noses and fart all day into the funnels.


heh heh heh. long live mother Earth

today was cjc career day. speakers were invited to give speeches about various job industries and universities. the whole day was practically wasted except for the MINDEF talk session.

in fact, it was my first time actually giving my full attention for one whole hour at the MINDEF talk. i was listening attentively and staring wide-eyes at the speakers because what they said was rather exciting and intriguing.
during the Q&A, i asked the army officer how can someone become a spy, much to the amusement of the lecture theatre. i really want to be spy what! then he said the japanese equivalent is the NINJA and i got very happy just because of that.

why didnt they invite speakers from the police force to speak to us!

now i dont really know what i want to do next time.
i want to be a zookeeper or wildlife veterinarian because i love animals and want to conserve rainforests, savannas etc.
i want to be a PE teacher because it looks quite slack and i love sports. and i'm the pe rep for my class! so i have an interest in being a PE teacher.
i want to be a soldier because it's so exciting and i love reading military/spy novels. i wanna be a commando! and i can spend my office hours keeping fit.
i want to be a CID officer or STAR team. STAR team is because i like the american equivalent- the swat team. and i want to be a CID officer not because of my sense of justice, but because it's an exciting job!

i dont know. all jobs seem exciting and interesting. maybe not the most well-paid but who cares? it's really not money that matters right.

oh yeah, suck it, assholes! all my SPAs are so history.
now what's left is to fucking burn all the spa worksheets. but joshua lee forgot to bring the lighter! and being good students/non-smokers, none of us could burn the notes. seriously, i dont mind stealing matches from the laboratory, but we had no time cos of SPORTS DAY HEATS!

our relay team got in 3rd for our heat and i think it's rather good considering the powerhouses in the race.

wooooo, no more no more no more spa. stupid 5 pages of bio spa nonsense was puked out straight onto the lecture pad and submitted. bio spa dragged into recycle bin and recycle bin is emptied. i'm 73kg now because 5kg of bio spa was shed today!

tomorrow is what career day. go school listen to talks about careers and scholarships and stuff. i'm looking forward to only a few.
my first one is medicine which i plan to pontang. who wants medicine lah, wtf. no life one.
for the second slot includes life sciences and MINDEF. i like both but i got only MINDEF. why cant they replace my medicine slot with life sciences!!
the rest of the slots i've forgotten already.


what i really need now isn't some stupid exams, homework.
i need an apocalypse. a zombie apocalypse or giant asteroid hitting Earth.
or alien invasion or war.
so that i can step out of my mundane life and be the hero.
i know i can do it. i just need the disaster :D