a true story of christian the lion. he was bought as a cub by two guys who saw him cramped in a cage. so the two guys brought him up.
when christian grew too big, they reintroduced him into the wild. a year later, they went to see him and this was what happened.

it's really wishful thinking on my part.
my impatience. my impulsiveness.

ARGRHHRHGHGHH it's so unfair. nothing can be said here.

I DONT KNOW i dunno i dont know.
i really dunno so i dont really know and i dont know, really.
dont know, didnt know, havent known, might never know.
know not, do not know, dunno why
dunno what, what? i dont know. and know, i do not.
know the opposite equals to dunno because i dont know.
dont know lah fuckzxszxzman. WHOOOOOOO!

you know that i dont know that you dont know that i dont know i really don't know that's what i know: that i dont know.

i spent time studying today!

you know how people rant about eliminating the problem of racism. i think it's possible, but not in the near future. because right now, we have an even more nagging problem: discrimination against people of different classes but of the SAME race.

you know how people carry the condescending tone when they say 'Oi, that guy ang mo pai one, dont friend him.' and when others say 'that guy cheeeena beng lah.'
even when they are all chinese.

i can't see how this treatment is any different from the burakumin thingy in japan. how can we possibly start to tackle racism before such a problem isn't solved.
i dont know what to say.


i went to the zoo today with megan the fatgirl! and her mum and little brother. it was sooo fun. i love the otters cos they're sooo cute. i love the polar bear, the crocodiles. and the jackal, the sealion, the elephants. i love the tigers, leopard and jaguar! ok, actually i just love all the animals at the zoooo. SO FUN! but freaking humid. made me sticky as duct-tape.
whooooohooooo!

i am feeling like shit now. i dont know why lah.
i dont wanna do anything except lie on the bed and rot.

call me crazy or whatever, but i wanna play frisbee! maybe i'll go to school tomorrow to play frisbee!

i had an awesome day in school today. i was in school at 8am and waited for my chem extra class while reading. the fatgirl joined me for chem with mrs sandra tan cos she wasn't sure about transition elements. i can say i learned some new stuff from the chem session.
classes should be that small, you know. i only learn when i'm in small groups!

the session ended at about noon time and it was feeding time for us. so we went to burger king for lunch. lunchtime effectively ended at 2plus and we went back to study in the library. we had our sleeping shifts or else we'll both sleep like pigs.

after a while, we couldnt contain our need for the outdoors and physical exertion, and we went to play frisbee/basketball/rolling in the field. yes, ROLLING IN THE FIELD. the fatgirl learned how to roll! (even though seeing her fatness would make one think it was her form of locomotion)

played frisbee match with gabriel lee, moses, sameer, fatgirl and some other girls. i tell you, now i'm gonna take up frisbee man.
when i was done with basketball, i was hooked onto muay thai. now, frisbee is my new hobby, but kickboxing is still one of my hobbies. and basketball is still fun lah.
gabriel sucks big time. sameer and i were running around and he was slacking and spouting nonsense about bringing pride to singapore! then when he lay on the ground, we taupoked him!
wooohoooo!

frisbeeee wheeeee! i wanna join the team but too late. sianzbanana

i havent blogged for a looong time. but not many people read my blog anyway!
alright, here i am once again.

i went out with COF today for jalan and makan. met ruihong, oswell, zhanpeng, lipchui, jianzhi and yingwei at somerset mrt and went for long john silver's! we stayed there for a long time, playing cards and crapping. havent done that for so long. now i miss sec school.

then we left for more foooood!
and food again.
and lastly, food at FOOD republic before balek kampung.

my holidays are wasted. i'm not really having fun. and neither am i doing anything productive!
i told myself to start studying from second week onwards. but i came back from ocip only on tuesday. so i decided i needed one week to cool down from the ocip. thus, the second week was wasted too. tmr is the start of the 3rd week. hope it's put to good use, yeah.

HOLIDAYS SUCK BALLS.

i have nothing to blog about anymore. toooo jaded whoooooohooooo

whoooooo! let's go rick roll yourselves!

whoooooo! let's go rick roll yourselves!

whoooooo! let's go rick roll yourselves!

whoooooo! let's go rick roll yourselves!

when you have a blog, it's bad. cos when you're feeling down, you'll show it in your blog.

i'm soooo confused and feeling upset now. not that anyone has done anything to disappoint me. it's really just because of me thinking too much. but cant control right!

girls are really fucking complicated and confusing. one day i might just decide to stay a bachelor for the rest of my life. actually living as a bachelor sounds appealing.
but not gay, never. i want proper channels for my shit.