when you have a blog, it's bad. cos when you're feeling down, you'll show it in your blog.

i'm soooo confused and feeling upset now. not that anyone has done anything to disappoint me. it's really just because of me thinking too much. but cant control right!

girls are really fucking complicated and confusing. one day i might just decide to stay a bachelor for the rest of my life. actually living as a bachelor sounds appealing.
but not gay, never. i want proper channels for my shit.