i'm sooo stressed already sia. now i really think i've made a huge mistake by choosing to come to jc. i bet a lot of people think that way too.

fucking hell.

and teachers like to shoot themselves in the feet. sometimes, they say alevels are tough, but once you get it over and done with, the rest of the journey is bliss. then they say, with the same lips, if you think alevels are tough, wait till you enter Uni where you have to study 84796037times more information than this.
so which one do we believe? either way, it sucks.

i know i screwed up midyears. i'm chionging now! RAHHHHHHHHH.
i really like to give teachers pleasant surprises. it's like, i get happy by making people happy.

i want to make my bio teachers proud of me. they seem to have high expectations of me.
'they' because mr goh is still concerned about my performance. he would talk to me about how i'm underperforming and that he's watching my results. and he expects more because i managed to impress at promos.
mr yeow told me he expects nothing but an A from me. he wants me to finish transcription, translation and replication revision by monday and verbally recite to him. i'm gonna do that because it's time i started hardcore studying. and i can impress him!

i want to make mr dennis ang proud of me. he suans me all the time, and i know when i get good results, he's still gonna suan me for fun.
i broke the lowest record for econs during midyears. and i'm gonna break another record which is the best improvement! wahaha.

i want to impress mrs sandra tan. i dunno why, but she just commands that kind of attitude from me. then she will tease me about the grandstand and how hot it is.
i'm gonna make her say that the grandstand has really helped me.


i'm not procrastinating, but i'm gonna study tmr. i'm soo sleepy now. gonna read the newspapers and sleep. then mug tmr.
chem transition, math normal distribution, bio replication transcription and translation.
let's go baby.

speaking about baby, I LOVE MY BABYYYY!