i've only endured 3 out of 14 days. and it feels like a freaking ten.

i havent been sleeping well these days.
you know, when i normally turn in for the day, i will make sure everything's alright and settled first. but for these 14 nights, i cant do that. so i try to make myself very tired before going to bed by playing pokemon or reading.
but when i go to bed, i cant fall asleep until quite some time later.

and everyday, i will wake up early cos i go out everyday to preoccupy myself. so i get very little sleep in total.

usually when i fall asleep on the train/bus, or someone's house, i'm not fully in deep sleep. it's like a ninja thing not to fall into deep sleep outside of your own house!
but these few days, i totally konk out cos i'm soo tired.
i konked out at limzy's house today. mehhh.

anyway, 7th december which is just minutes ago is the 5th montly anniversary of megan and i being together! nice.
but only if she could be here. RAHHHH