guess what, just got news that i have to do guard duty this weekend cos i am on attend c. where the fuck is the logic?!
it's fucking like saying because you're sick, you have to run an extra 18937km next week. WHERE THE FUCK IS THE LOGIC?

and i just had guard duty on sunday, you mean i'm going guard duty for TWO CONSECUTIVE FUCKING WEEKENDS?!

hell no. no way i'm doing it. i'm sick and they punish me for that. i would like to remind them that it's because of them that i got even sicker. vomited on wedesday and got light duties status on thurs and fri.
BUT they made me go outfield and join training on friday even though i was on status. the sickness got worse and i vomited again. saturday i had guard duty, couldnt escape even though i was sick. saw doctor on sunday morning with stomach infection.

see, they made me sick, and they gave me guard duty for being sick and needing to rest. WHAT THE FUCK. I REALLY WANNA SMASH MY KEYBOARD NOW

army sucks big time. i really dont need this. fuck this system. fuck saf, fuck mindef and fuck commando. they cant try to understand how we feel.

it just hardened some will within me.

i'm on attend c status which means i get to stay at home and AWAY FROM ARMY!
but all these until tuesday night. i have got some stomach infection thingy which made me vomit the past few days and today had diarrhoea a few times.

i dont wanna be in sniper rahhhhhh.
it's so stupid, we have to spend two weeks doing our ghilie suits (the suits for us to better camouflage) by tying some strips of gunny sack material and camo material on the suit. we're tying them all ONE BY ONE!
and after two weeks, we're not done yet.

and when we go outfield, we have to wear LBV, ghilie suit over and field pack finally. sniper rifle is dismantled in our field packs and sar21 rifles slung over everything.
claustrophobia strikes me!
really. when jiahong and me got to our hiding place, i just threw everything down cos i felt so constricted and trapped. sucks man.

sianz, gotta go back tmr.